[Rei lets himself be pulled down, moving his legs up so they're in a more comfortable position, tangled around Rin's. He reaches his hand up to deposit his glasses on the back of the couch before slipping both arms up around Rin's neck and shoulders, though he keeps his head up, so he can keep looking into Rin's eyes.
He's not sure he'll ever get used to... used to being looked at, like the way Rin is looking at him now. Every time he thinks he's gotten used to it, got it down and no more surprises are on their way, something happens and he's out of his depth all over again. It's like swimming, but sinking isn't nearly so scary or frustrating here. Not with Rin's solid weight under him, and the promise that he's not alone in this.
He hopes he gives back even half of what he gets.]
Yes. [A blink.] I mean, I know, because... I feel the same. I feel...
[Things I never thought I'd feel, things I never thought I wanted that now I don't know how I lived without.]
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He's not sure he'll ever get used to... used to being looked at, like the way Rin is looking at him now. Every time he thinks he's gotten used to it, got it down and no more surprises are on their way, something happens and he's out of his depth all over again. It's like swimming, but sinking isn't nearly so scary or frustrating here. Not with Rin's solid weight under him, and the promise that he's not alone in this.
He hopes he gives back even half of what he gets.]
Yes. [A blink.] I mean, I know, because... I feel the same. I feel...
[Things I never thought I'd feel, things I never thought I wanted that now I don't know how I lived without.]